Meet The Muse

Hi, I’m Kaia—a woman with a holy hunger, unafraid to be alive.

I’m a change maker, risk taker, booty shaker, and spirited creator. I play passionately, sing boldly, dance wildly, and live life fully. I’ve been called a rare and unique creature—someone who radiates unapologetic expression: light and dark, sweet and feral, erotic and innocent. My presence is a living, breathing invitation for you to feel.

My path has been one of deep spiritual seeking, ultimately leading me here—to the place where prayer meets play. This unfolding was just as surprising to me as it may be to you. Let me explain…

Earlier in life, I felt disconnected from my desires and sensuality and unsure how to embrace the parts of me that felt messy, wild, or “too much.” Through psychedelic medicine ceremony, years of study in sexual shamanism and tantra, and learning to show up wide awake in my most intimate relationships, I’ve come to understand that the hidden, vulnerable parts of me are the sweetest gifts I can offer. Consider me your walking permission slip to do the same.

In 2021, I left behind everything I knew to surrender to my heart’s call for the life I knew I was meant to be living – one of passion, adventure, and sexual awakening. I gave up my apartment, packed a few essential belongings into an SUV, and set out to travel the country.

I spent the next year and a half on the road, studying the temple arts with world renowned teachers, and deepening into devotional intimacy with myself, beloveds, and life itself, before landing in California.

In my travels and studies, I received many powerful transmissions. This is the one I most want you to know:

The way you hold your sexuality, your shadows, and your soul is the way you hold your life. When you open there, you open everywhere.

An Invocation

Along my path, I discovered this paradox: the spiritual growth so many of us seek lives in the places we’re least likely to look.

I believe it’s the sluttiest, messiest, most shadowy parts of us that open the richest portals to our freedom and aliveness.

May you love yourself with such reverence that you’re willing to embrace all of you—especially the parts that carry shame, fear, or longing.

May you experience love and freedom in every moment, no matter what it looks like.

This, or something even greater.

  • “Any anxiety I had when I arrived quickly vaporized. I surrendered completely to her beautiful face and deep, caring eyes. As a Tantric Bodyworker myself, I not only enjoyed every moment, but also learned so much about how to create a truly supportive experience. I felt adored, cherished, and safe. She is the ultimate master.”

  • “You have this beauty—inside and out. Your exterior is stunning, and your spirit is just as radiant. The loving, caring nature you carry… from the sparkle in your eye to the essence of your soul—it’s all beauty. The persistence of your passion has helped me reach depths I’ve never touched before. You want to show others and take humans to these great depths—that’s why I hired you.”

  • “My experiences with you are exhilarating, liberating, and full of acceptance. You encourage me to open my heart and mind even further, and you make that openness possible with safety, security, acceptance, guidance, and sexiness.”

  • “Before working with you, I was facing challenges with ED, self-worth, self-confidence, and self-doubt. I had tried therapy and sex therapy, but they didn’t help—so I decided to try a more holistic approach. Since working with you, my life has changed in ways that are hard to describe, but definitely profound.”

  • “I’ve cultivated a new sense of self-love, acceptance, and gratitude. The world feels more vibrant, I’m happier, and I feel more satisfied in my whole existence. It was truly groundbreaking to discover my kinks, lean into them, and accept them without shame, guilt, or fear. I’m no longer living a life of repression.”

  • “You offered nothing but love and support, even when I felt emotionally closed off, shy, or embarrassed. It was beautiful and revelatory to be introduced to the concepts and philosophies of tantra.”

  • “Mind-blowing in the highest sense! Working with you put me in touch with kindness and love. A sense of humanity was reawakened inside me.”

  • “It was clear to me from the moment we got on the phone that your words were sincere—that you invest in grounding your energy and listening to your intuition. I knew you walked the walk. You didn’t promise miracles—you saw me in my vulnerability and offered your presence and support.”

  • “I feel a thousand times lighter. Conquering some of these sexual demons was eye-opening—not just for my sex life, but for my life as a whole. I feel more secure and confident in myself, more joyful, and more playful in all my relationships, romantic and otherwise. I feel like I’ve come home.”

  • “I feel more excited to explore—to connect with more people, and to live a life open to the possibility that I can’t even imagine how beautiful and wonderful it might be.”

  • “You were immediately affectionate, which disarmed a lot of my worries. Your gaze is so powerful—even in our last session, I sometimes felt slightly intimidated by it!”

  • “I think your work could save so many marriages. The conversation around a dying sex life is filled with preconceptions and prickly edges. Creating a space for a man to express his frustrations and desires without judgment—to find his sexual compass—feels incredibly valuable.”

  • “So much of what we touched on were things I’ve worked on for years with a coach—but practicing them in a naked, raw, sexual context added a kind of electricity that’s hard to replicate. For anyone wanting to connect with their authentic self, exploring what that looks like sexually feels so important.”

  • “Before working with you, I knew there was a gap between my current relationship to sex and the one I wanted—but it felt both infinite and impossible to measure. I didn’t know where to start. I didn’t have a safe place to go, and there was a feeling of hopelessness about my sex life. With you, that first step was finally possible.”

  • “The first thing I noticed about you was your energy. You have a warmth and an expansive, loving way of being that was immediately clear. You didn’t try to offer solutions or promise to fix me—you simply listened. You held a space that felt safe enough to speak the terrifying things I didn’t feel I could bring anywhere else.”

  • “After our sessions, I feel lighter—more connected to who I really am, in and out of the bedroom. Most importantly, I no longer feel dread or anxiety about entering a new sexual relationship. I know how I want to show up, and that’s more than I ever could have asked for.”

  • “I feel so much more at ease in my life now. I can slow down, go with the flow, and let things unfold in their own timing. My perspective on sexuality has completely shifted—what once felt like a means to an end now feels like a spectrum of expression that’s empowering, liberating, energizing, magical, and fun.”

  • “I have more self-compassion now. By recognizing my relationship with myself, I’ve come to genuinely like who I am—especially in how I relate to others.”

  • “Working with you has been truly wonderful. I’ve been especially impressed by your preparation, knowledge, and authenticity. I also appreciated the way you expressed your boundaries—with both kindness and clarity. You model so many healthy behaviors.”

  • “The biggest highlight for me was exposing my full self to someone—you immediately made me feel safe to be myself sexually, even when it felt embarrassing or awkward.”

  • “I strongly recommend your 1:1 mentorship—you’ve changed my life. I never considered sexuality in a spiritual way before working with you, but you showed me how it can be a source of transformative energy. You embody a powerful, infectious enthusiasm for life, balanced with deep spiritual maturity and wisdom.”

  • “Because you made me feel so comfortable, I was able to be completely open and exposed in a safe environment. I have more confidence now and enjoy sex so much more. You are a one-of-a-kind embodiment of enlightened energy—a true dakini.”

  • “Magic is the perfect word for what it feels like to be in your presence.”

  • “You are so natural at what you do. You helped light the path for me to see a part of myself that had been lost in the dark. Thank you, from my heart and soul, for co-creating such an incredible and enlightening experience.”

  • “Thank you for such an amazing, truly transcendent and transformational experience.”

  • “It’s like you took me to a state of consciousness I’d never reached before. You offered a space where I could be anything and everything without judgment or discomfort. I was my raw self—walls I’d built for years finally stripped away.”

  • “Thank you for everything—the thrills, the potent teachings, the transformational experiences, and your steady support through it all.”

  • “Our session was one of the most life-changing experiences I’ve ever had. You showed me that the kind of human connection I long for is real and possible. The pleasure was incredible, but it was also a deep, soulful experience. My body shame didn’t matter. You should be proud of the work you do in this world.”

  • “You were everything I was hoping for—a true Tantrika who embodies the pure spirit of Tantra, sourced from a place of compassion and kindness. I had an amazing time, and my Tantra journey will rise as I embody and share what I learned.”